Long time no post le ....

Now im staying with my bf at kucai lama~

but everyday wait him finish work really very tired

but i love him so i wait..

i really scare he leave me 1 day

i really cant let him go,,,

cause he is the only 1 love him so much

now i also waiting him gak.......

eh not everyone cant wait untill 6 am leh

nowday i not scare cause he tread me so good~

and that day at music city im so happy he said to me

'Bii u are the gf i love the most" and 'dont leave me"

so happy

this few day i have head pain...

but i dint care la lazy to eat ubat.....i miss my fren so much but i choose to live kucai,

is my desition so i cant blame they dint come find me.....

this few day alone at house.....quite scary no ppl with me...

i scare alone! i scare to be alone!

i wish they could faster came back....no one know im scare of dark when im alone :(

i hope this bf is my forever i lazy to change bf le....hope he know what im thinking la~

Saw Back My EX

Alone at House This Morning

Wake at 7:00am (LATE LE!!)

actually i call Bii to call me wake up at 6:30am...

but i think he got call me wake up...

but i sleep back....=.=

Like a Pig oO..

but never mind la....still got 1 min to call my bro wake up

cause he wan go kao UNDANG(License)....

wake up le....then sleep back...

untill 12 something...

then cook,watch tv,

untill night 7 something

mom come back le...

she bring us go ioi....

the first is go popular buy my my sis de thing...

then go eat pizza...

the most angry is pay the parking ticket need wait so long time!!!

cause that mashine only accept coin only...

so need to line up again...

back home le....

start renewing my blog...

find some backgroung...

find some tamplete

then find some banner

haiz....the most bad is my sis couple with my ex that break up after 2 or 3 week only....

haiz....y like that de....

he go find other lol...

y need kacau my sis..T~T

MY POST....^~^

Long Time NO POST Like Not Biasa Oni.....

This Month really many Unhappy Thing happen to me...

Get Scold..,Get Fight...,Get Lost....

Scold...y my Mom

Fight... With My BF

Lost...Phone Drop At Bus

1. Lost My Phone
2. Break up
3. Couple
4. Get Scold
5. Get Fight
6. Get Contol...

The Most Bad It....

Break Up at Valentines Day....

Many fren that tell me....That he is a Playboy

But i Dont Believe It

SORRY MY FRENZ T~T

Untill That day...Before Valentines

We got a Fight.....

2 Day adi he still dont want Choi me....

I Hate it!...

haiz....at last also break joh

that day out with my fren

go Station 1 eat oni....

SKIP

SKIP

SKIP

It Really Make mii Upsad...HUHUHUH T~T

But It Oright Cause .....

After Feel Month....

Someone Has Came^^~ LEMON DOUBLE

I have some body to love

When a LEMON not enough SOUR

Then we Need To Double....

Leaving In Loneliness

Life is what we say a game,
always when we play someone lose it and someone wins.
Billions of people live on earth. Every second as many thoughts take birth and dissolve,
even as beings come and go.
There is process in life: to come and to leave. Have you ever seen any wave in the ocean that stays still and the answer is no.
It comes and goes.
Thoughts also come and go,
as well reactions, friends, pals everything in life comes and goes.

Considering the transitory nature of life,
it makes sense to not cling to things. And why are we serious?
I always try to solve this common problem of everyone’s life that is aloneness.
Even if something happens that helps us,
that bring us prosperity,
we think negative and we refuse it.
We are unable to see the difference a diamond and mere stone.

What causes you pain often turns out to be the most beautiful blessing of your life. If any source gives you pain,
feel gratitude for that.
For suffering creates the opportunity for change.
Sometimes we need pressure and pain to make us change for the better.
When a sculptor takes a stone,
he removes all the unwanted parts and discovers the figure in that stone.
Pain and pressure in the life are processes that helps remove all unwanted from our lives and realise our true Self.

Keep alive your aloneness.
We came for one and we have to become one.
One is alone; alone means one.
The highest possibilities of life can come in aloneness.
We should feel gratitude if something or someone gives us the experience of aloneness.
Only when we are alone,
are we able to understand ourselves,
to know who we are,
to become aware of ourselves,
to see the value of our lives.
But we are always afraid of aloneness.
Nobody wants to be alone, to be single;
we want to become two, three or more.
When we live with this and the seed of aloneness gives you love, peace, harmony, joy, bliss, everything.

But we have to hold this aloneness with all the patience.
Remember that we are blessed with divine grace if aloneness comes in to your life,
because this comes to very few people.
This world is so strange that it always keeps us involved,
always busy.
So keep your aloneness and play the game of life with that.
Life is so beautiful just try to live it with yourself you will really feel cherish.